It's quite a while that i am updating this blog , the reason is time ! i had less time for the last couple of weeks the reason is busy at work and i am not feeling enthusiastic and afraid . Next month is my practical exams for my driver's license ,  i really want to have my driver's license badly . I had experience lot's of difficulties and the main thing is the price it's to expensive having a driving lesson here in this country i spend already lot's of money for this driving lesson if i have to count right now how much i spend with this maybe i can already spend a luxury vacation in the Philippines it cost a fortune ,but i hope that i will make it and i have to make it happen . Actually i have lot's of plan in my mind i want to study also not an university it's quit hard for me  i am not too ambitious but only a small course to uplift me in terms of jobs prospective in the future. I always doing a low profile job since i arrived here in the Netherlands but i keep dreaming to aim a diploma so maybe i can have a better job in the future.    

Yesterday was our 10th year wedding  anniversary .It seems like we were married yesterday, years just flying so fast . We didn't had a big celebration but this coming saturday we already made an appointment to go out at our favorite sushi resto here close by from our house. I was reminiscing the last 10 years of our marriage we had lot's of trial's and also lot's of happy moment together, 10 years seems very fast and still our relationship is still strong , thanks to my husband for being such a patient and understanding husband . He is very positive person while i am the opposite one , he always told me if we had a problem he always said  "het komt well goed" it means there is always a way . He is everything to me and thank you lord for having him in my life. 

First of all i must have a little introduction about my self. I am a filipina married a Dutchman  and i already residing here in the Netherlands for almost 9 years. I am 37 years old don't have a children . My hobby is watching movies , doing sudoko puzzle which is really addicted , reading and cooking. I also like reading blog's specially from the filipina's  which leaving in different parts of the world . And i desided to make mine also , although at the beginning i don't dare to make my own blog . One of the reason is my English is not so good but  the other side of my mind having a blog is the best way of practicing and to developed my self to become a better one. About my character i am also a shy type of person , ashamed to express  my feelings , afraid to make a mistake , afraid to be judged in short very sensitive person. But the good side of my character is having a big heart and i am proud of it. I hope those who read my blog wil injoy reading